i miss your smell, it was so distinct, yet so familiar. now i can’t even fathom what you smell like. why did you stop talking to me? do you really hate me that much? when i asked you you said that you loved me. but if you loved me you wouldn’t be ignoring me? whats really going on, i dont know. all i know i that you’re going to college soon and im never gonna see you again. so we either get this resolved or we never talk again. i just wish things were different, or had ended different.
why in the freaking hell do i miss you so much? you’re the one who ruined me, so why do i love you and not hate you?